← Writings Training · Mindset — May 10, 2024

Calm before the tournament

“If I can think only in the context of enjoyment and my intentions, my fear will go away because I am not thinking about things out of my control.”

Scan of the handwritten notebook page, May 10, 2024
Notebook page — May 10, 2024

Transcript

Today, I am getting the opportunity to train with amazing coaches and players. I might only play one session today, since my knee has been hurting and I have a tournament tomorrow. While I will still try to remain focused and intense, I will try to remain calm and positive. I want to be enthusiastic when I play and not worry too much, because this attitude will carry over to tomorrow.

I have an obligation to my parents, my coaches, and my future self to not put too much emphasis on the tournament. After all, I will play many more tournaments and I will use this tournament to practice what I want to do, from how I want to act to how I want to play.

My coaching voice will remind me that enjoyment is what makes playing well possible for me. If I can think only in the context of enjoyment and my intentions, my fear will go away because I am not thinking about things out of my control.